Sunday, July 09, 2006
yes, i absolutely agree wit wang. sec 4 life is :( its an agony larh, to always b stucked at home mugging. but lucky for mi, i hav super nice frds ard me, to go thru all this wit mi and also to lessen my stress. OH, i love all of u man.. i reali cant imagine gg thru all this shit without them can.. shudders..ok. there's fifa world cup finals at 2am ltr so i better finish dumb emaths den go to bed.. shall wake up at 2 for the match. LALA. hopefully i can catch 1 hr of slp after tt cuz ther's dance in the afternoon n i will b like -.- dozing off while dancing.. haha. like tt's possible larh. i am particularly suffocating in tt dumb mask larh. so much so i am almost gasping for air at the end of it. LOL. nt enuf slp+suffocating=darkness. anw, just nw i was so pissed with myself larh. 2 solid days had passed and yet i've achieved nth much. i made a timetable thing for myself but no, i did nt follow it. stupid stupid stupid. why am i so slack larh. i took 5 bloody hrs to complete the RI paper tt's all. yes, tt's all i hav done for the weekend. this sux. seriously, it does. how am i gg to get 10 for my L1R5 if tt's my rate of mugging. i dunno larh, prob its bcuz of my stupid ambition of being a vet.. i kp telling myself tt ther is no nid for mi to work so hard since i can always go to aus if i don do well for my O's. but no, i do wan to do well.. i wan to score 10 for my L1R5. its time for mi to stop daydreaming n work my guts off for the O's. go huiqian go..gd nite pple.
with love
8:50 PM